#oof oof oof

[cheriekos]

uh oh imposter syndrome getting my ass again.............well!

[rainbowbeanstyles]

i wanna cry so bad but my sis is here omg

[denim-devil]

Rewatching Narcos…for the plot

[wolfgirltummy]

Ooookay, I'll help you up, only because you're so darn cute. You really should ask first next time though. Was it at least tasty? Did the babies like it? Did you like it?

Gosh you're so heavily pregnant I know you said it's six but I'd have believed eight. Though that might be the food babies.

oof.. thank you.. i would apologize, but the foodwas so good that i think it’s worth it.. this is definitely gonna help them grow big and strong. where are you delivering this from again? could i have their number?

[lovecolibri]

"Growing up, not needing anything was the best way to get love.

You’re so independent, Edmundo, he could hear his mom say. You never need help, you never get sick, you get yourself up for work at 7am all by yourself. You get good grades and you don’t go out with women who aren’t any good and—and you’re the perfect fucking child.

You don’t need help."

WOOF.

As the only girl, introvered bookworm, never wanted to get in trouble, middle child of my family and only just now at near middle age figuring out my anxiety/ADHD brain, this hit SO fucking hard. SO hard. Thanks, OP, I hate it. 😭

[hidefromeveryone]

going back to school to get my masters is really forcing me to work through my "if i can't do it perfectly on the first try i'll die" problem

[pickledclowns]

I forgot I had therapyyyyy I didn't have time for a nap!! i have homework and job stuff and chores and friends to do!!!

[ofspvrta]

ROUND TABLE (a character aesthetic) ; ricochet.

tagged by: @epistrefei

tagging: @torntruth (evie), @singofus (hermes), and you

♛ MORGANA LE FAY

midnight rituals || looming shadows || the feeling of being watched || veils of mist || unrequited love || the musk of exotic herbs || silk and velvet || moonlight through twisted branches || the beauty of a storm || the weight of destiny and prophecy || a chalice that might be poisoned || healing hands

♛LANCELOT

a noble heart || oaths of protection || a quest for redemption || heroic deeds || pine || fulfilling a role || shining silver || quiet fortitude || selfless dedication || a bountiful feast || war horses || seeking a greater calling || fatal mistakes

♛MERLIN

whispered incantations || ethereal light || ages - old secrets || the spark of creation || ancient disputes || a hidden sanctuary || the allure of the unknown || finding balance between light and dark || opportunism || fear of unfulfilled potential

♛GUINEVERE

the grace of a queen || jasmine || unyielding faith || the blush of a tender moment || a golden crown || poetic letters of affection || the aroma of blooming roses || the glow of candlelight || a radiant smile || lavender || wise eyes || eternal love

♛ KING ARTHUR

unity, at whatever cost || an overwhelming presence || battle cries || noble sacrifice || enduring legacy || a grand vision for the future || the balance between justice and mercy

♛GAWAIN

unwavering loyalty || strength in humility || the glow of a warm hearth || old traditions || chivalric valor || a canopy of trees || wisdom gained from trials || being one's own worst enemy || bearing a heavy conscience || a sense of duty to protect the innocent || hooves on a woodland path || the scent of leather and steel

[dead-core]

"tell me if you do something" but you'll be so upset and i don't want to upset you

[ofcowardiceandkings]

ergh i want to FINISH a DRAWING

[theladyhibiscus]

Tumblr is fun and all but it can get really annoying sometimes. Okay so, I follow, like, reblog, and/or comment on posts and blogs I like and appeal to me. As a result, tumblr offers me blog versions of synonyms. Then, out of nowhere, I mean, nobody is saying ANYTHING - it's perfectly quiet, I end up finding the blog version of a total ANTONYM of my interests and things I love.

In happy-land scrolling my dash and seeing Christian posts and blogs pop up and then the record scratches to a stop at the random pro-Satan post. Same thing as I'm a total Sonic fan and i run into the random Mario post on my dash. What. Wow, it feels like Facebook all over again!

[time-to-write-and-suffer]

god i'm bad at art

[brassandblue]

❝ did they say how many are dead? ❞

— Bruce Ismay to Arthur Kirkland

Arthur was no stranger to death, nor to the harsh realities of sea voyages, and both were so intimately intertwined-- but it felt... different, this time.

He had involved himself in the aftermath of the sinking, not just as a retired Admiral and active foreign diplomat, but as England, and Arthur, too. He had lost friends and acquaintances, and the terror he'd felt for dear Noel had seized in his chest like a cold vice the moment he'd heard first news. (Jack, normally stalwart, had been beside himself with worry.)

He made himself look Mr. Ismay in the eye, his own green gaze reflecting genuine concern and sorrow. Arthur knew what he was asking--he wouldn't condescend and bandy about with excuses about 'exact numbers'. One simply didn't ask how many were dead if one was after cold statistics. (Not usually.)

After a brief moment, where Arthur could chose his words and tone, he answered:

"There are roughly 700 survivors, Mr. Ismay." Out of a total of 2,240 passengers and crew.

It was a blunt answer for a blunt question, but he had tried to deliver it plainly and with respect. It was all that could really be done.

[realian]

tracker revealing to kristen that even while they were dating she had problems with how kristen's lack of ambition affected how she conducted her duties as a cleric but that she was too worried about being unsupportive so she didn't say anything the whole time 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀 OOF

[nanlanmoarchived]

Don't hold your breath, forget you've ever saw me at my best

You don't deserve what you don't respect

Don't deserve what you say you love and then neglect

Now bite your tongue, it's too dangerous to fall so young

Take back what you said

Can't lose what you never had

[ofspvrta]

I think a lot about how Kassandra constantly references people she knew and seems to have a deep hidden sadness beneath her snarky nature in the Fated Encounter Crossover Story in Valhalla. It was the last time she had anyone to connect to, she literally had nothing else to cling to in the intervening years. And with no connections to make, what memories were there to hold dear? She could recall all the beautiful places she's been, the different cultures she's encountered, but ultimately what does any of that mean if you don't have a connection to it? It's just another time, another place, another face you'll pass and forget.

She carries on with no one to remember her, and those she does connect with in the future will die as well, leaving her memory a rumor of myth once more. All she has are these moments, these pockets of lifetimes spent with people she loves who are gone far too soon.

It's why she remembers those moments so well. Why she carries the grief so close to her even 1300 years later. Because she really hasn't had anyone else to share these memories with. It's also guilt she carries with her for every death she feels she could have prevented (i.e. Phoibe, Alexios).

From the wiki for Kassandra:

She didn't make friends, she barely made connections, and she just existed in between the moments of actual friendships and love. All of which were so very rare.